I long for the timid, shy novice submissive who has fantasized so often about letting himself be dominated by me. Trusting me. Wanting so bad to please me, to make me wet, to make me laugh, and to free me from this distracting hunger.
The irony in this is that I don't want a man to beg me for this. The more he wants it, the more he lays out to me what his needs and desires are, the more he has pigeonholed his little fantasy -- the less I desire doing it.
It feels wonderful to be miserable. It feels very alive. To feel desire -- relentless desire -- for something I cannot even predict. I just know I want a man. A new man. I want a new taste. I want to identify, pursue, seduce, and conquer someone who walks this planet at this very moment without the faintest idea how his life will change.
I start craving a certain type of domination, or I crave someone specific - a partner of mine I had once before, or maybe someone brand new. Maybe it's a long distance slave from several months back. Maybe it's my sweet standby who is always there for me. Maybe it's the new boy I have been flirting with. Maybe it's someone from the net I have not even met yet. My goals set on a victim, and then I start plotting the kill.
"I'm going to hurt you." I say things like that. I say them with intent, and without hesitation. Stroking his lips with my fingertip to see if he will try to squirm away. Maybe prying his mouth open and forcing him to let me kiss him - my way - while he just squirms against my body.
This is where the lines get blurred. Because domination, in this case alone, is not absolute. I didn't turn immediately cold, removed, and make him endure it and other tortures; however, I could have, if I were in that mood. This time, it took a sexual, sensual turn. I kept him tied up, no doubt. I actually straddled his lap, and I slapped him once, then twice, to get rid of his snobbish demeanor.
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So you want to be my sissy So you want to be a little slut, do you?
Sometimes I have to wonder if you know who you are dealing with. If you know how cruel I can be. Sometimes I wonder if you will try to back out once you see the tools I lay out that I plan to use on you.
Are you feeling even more girlie? The panties, the shaved crotch, the pantyhose – all of these tasks make you more and more feminine and move you closer to perfection. Perhaps you will be my little cheerleader bitch, my bimbo whore, my sweet little lesbian sissy or my cocksucking cunt. I suppose it just depends on my mood?
I have no limits on the evening. I plan to let my girlfriends have their way with you. No matter what they want to do. I will tell them – the sky is the limit. I will show them how to fuck. I will show them the best positions. I will show them how we can take you, two at a time.
I had to inflate it about half way to get it into your tight hole, and I had to loosen you up with two fingers because you did not wear your training plug long enough before I arrived.
If it’s a pair of my moist panties, you will worship them and adore them, kneeling to lick the crotch, to suck on them, to wash them clean with your mouth. I know you’ll spend even more time on this task, because you enjoy it so much. I could include a cute little bullet vibe for you to strap to your pussy and endure the relentless vibrations that make you so hard, unable to cum, while my panties are over your face and you are sucking in my pussy scent.
You do NOT have to be a bitch! I think most men are attracted to different types of dominance, far more than they are to the stereotypical "cruel bitch" that is common in literature and porn. I'd like to offer a few alternatives to the "cruel bitch" that I think is just as effective - and much more natural and fun - for women to embrace.
I know you’ve got plenty of experience serving me in front of one of my friends, or serving a girlfriend of mine while I give direction. You’ve even had the pleasure of having a cock both in your ass and in your mouth at the same time, but I bet that memory is almost a blur. You’ve been dual fucked, and you’ve been used by me and a friend. You’ve proven that you are capable of serving two demanding women at once – both orally and anally.