Novices strongly encouraged, especially shy. You do NOT have to be publically covered on this page. Email me with the subject line "stable application." It's ok if you do not have toys. Stable training includes one-on-one daily emails and custom training. This is a donation-based training program.
Did I ever show you the gorgeous choker that I made for Christina Cocksucker to wear to bed every night as a reminder of her feminine devotion to me? Here it is:
She continues to “perform” weekly for me on cam, and she may as well be a lesbian or bi sexual sex cam girl at this point. I take pictures of the webcam and share with my friends, who all comment on her hair styles and how much of a girl she is turning into.
Recently she went on a business trip and roomed with a guy and forgot to take off her toenail polish!
The rare times I do let her cum, she must do it by stroking just the tip of her clittie with a dildo head, and then squirts the load into a small baby bottle that she keeps in the freezer. You don’t want to know what I am saving that for. And it’s getting very full.
There will come a time that she will endure the most degrading torture of all involving that diabolical little item. I am going to be at my hungriest and most cruel. She will be dressed in thigh high stockings, garter belt, bra and panties and high heels of course. Live, on camera, probaby with a lot of my friends over to watch the "performance." I should charge money! The bottle will be full to the top with saved loads of cum. Imagine how long it will take to drink it all one suck at a time....
What can I say about this completely changed submissive? I made him say it himself…
I began as a het sub willing to engage in bi activities with the presence of a mistress. Since I had no sissy desires, I might fantasize about servicing your feminized boys for your pleasure and our mutual discomfort. Whenever I was chaste for long periods, I would look upon attractive women with incredible longing, wanting my cock wet. I knew I was capable of relatively long periods of chastity (my record was just shy of two months), but always with the prospect of some release. I would say that I should be orgasms should be infrequent and strong.
Now, when I look at a woman I still ache but I no longer imagine fucking. I simply surrender to my chastity. The ache is its own goal. I can imagine permanent chastity. I long to bitch cum since it would mean that there would be no need for my cock ever to get wet again. I anticipate learning to milk myself with the Aneros so that you can still feed me my cum without my ever again having the pleasure of a full orgasm. (There are still two painful means of cumming I hope to experience before orgasm is taken away entirely, but I fantasize about this less and less.)
This is why I call myself . I am not lusting after men but I am no longer lusting after the possession of women. I am lusting after being under your control and having my desires molded by you.
I know that if I do cum, it shall always be so demeaning that it is without pleasure.
And that I have become defined as a pisscum drinker and that that shall never change.
I absolutely love it when a strong, professional, masculine man comes to me with a curious need to be introduced to sensual female domination and an open mind. Oh, and did he ever reach out to me at the perfect time – everyone is well aware of my current state of mind.
There was no stopping me. In no time this little slut was pantied and plugged, sucking dick in pantyhose, a true “corporate” whore in the highest sense, and damn was I turned on! He went from running an office to being run ragged, in high heels and on all fours. So masculine at first, solid muscle and flesh, then a wanton whore. Fuck yeah – that’s all I could say.
What is it about the strongest of corporate, successful men who have the build of a linebacker, are athletic and run teams of professionals, yet are lipsticked and pantied, slutted up and turned into the biggest of sluts, that makes it so incredibly intoxicating? It’s the total transformation “behind closed doors” and I control the puppet strings.
This is the man I want to have bent over his own desk, legs spread wide in stockings, my fingers exploring his wide open ass cheeks while he stifles his own moans, not wanting his “support staff” to catch wind of the shenanigans going on. The lubricant spread thin, because his body wants it so bad. He may seem conservative and strong, but he’s really, deep down, just a nasty, desperate whore. The panties are soaking – his not mine – pulled down around his thighs when my shaft enters his tight hole. The fucking of his “pussy” mid-afternoon is just what this corporate bitch needs to maintain focus on his day job.
I think I am going to rename this powerbroker “Ginger.”
Jamiegirl’s reprogrammed sexuality has become nothing less than an obsession of mine. I cannot stop thinking of ways to enhance and increase her female horniness, and I spend countless moments fantasizing and developing ways to torment and tease her already throbbing girlie clittie.
I swear, we are connected at the female-gene. Our girl-clocks are connected because we are now turned on at the same time and synced up pretty well, sharing porn and girl stories seamlessly, and when I tie her up and tease her in my fantasies it’s as my bisexual slavegirl more than ever. I love making her go shopping right off the rack now. And she does it with such apparent ease. Did I tell you how hot she looks in jeans? Very, very hot.
She knows my entire teenage “crush” diary now, it’s like we grew up and had slumber parties together. We even text! I just sent her more panties. She’s carrying a matching mini Coach purse of mine. She’s the best girlfriend I could wish for. In fact, my girlfriends are even jealous of her!
The transformation has been dramatic and incredibly arousing. Now when I see my cocksucker performing on cam, she looks just like those lesbian cam girls. Her body is completely shaved now, head to toe. Her body is so smooth and silky. The way she devours the thick, realistic black cock – it’s like her life depends on it.
In some ways, it does. She truly is addicted to cock. After months of training, having her suck cock and play with her “pussy” at the same time, I have re-wired her arousal.
She knows I am watching her 24/7 because of the cameras that she set up in her apartment. She sleeps in shackles around her wrists and ankles. I sent her a pink nightie that MsBlondage and I picked out on our recent shopping trip, and more recently I made her a custom little “choker” out of lace and a pink ribbon with a little rhinestone! Christina Cocksucker will be wearing that around her neck to bed. Every night. A mark of ownership.
The hottest torture was recently. I allowed her to cum by stroking her clittie only with a dildo. The ejaculation was quick and degrading. She saved it and had to put it in a baby bottle and freeze it. During the next cam session she mixed it with water and sucked it out of the bottle while I watched. Every drop. So, so degraded. What was I doing the whole time? Oh, you mean, besides masturbating?
I arrive in France. Unannounced, of course.
Kidnap her from her apartment. A sack over her head. She recognizes my perfume, even though she has never met me. She is dragged to a downtown nightclub and she is terrified because I have told her of my fantasies. A glory hole perhaps, or a club where she is whored out to the highest bidder – blowjobs sold for rent money. Her new cage is already set up in my hotel room. I have always wanted to tour France, but it is on her dime of course – “paid for by blowjobs!”
A man approached me. Well, he used to be a man. A powerful NYC corporate type, but now he’s a timid little sissy, and all the powerful women in NYC give him several glances when they see him, knowing he is different. A panty-wearing sissy.
It’s the panties. It MUST be the panties. I made him go to Victoria’s Secret with a note. He was fitted for a bra. I made him buy his first pink dildo, pink vibrating egg. I popped his cherry. A grown man.
Today I ordered red gaff panties for sissy leslieann to really put some permanence into this transformation. I am very serious about what will happen to this slave. I don’t think manhood is her future, to be honest. First, she was embarrassed and humiliated by her femininity, but now, I see what needs to happen. Every strip of manhood will be removed. Piece by piece. I will be changing this slave. For good.
An unexpected visit from Akasha at leslieann’s place of business, along with my team of corporate assistants – all female – and two college interns, both 21. All six of us, female. We’re there to do a panty check on leslieann in her upscale NY office while we’re there to do some shopping and business of our own.
In lesliann’s office, we’re intimidating, menacing and merciless. The femininity in the office is overwhelming. Flanking the shaking, terrified businessman. Doors closed, but blinds open. The hustle of business outdoors. “Strip,” I instruct. Oh, you better hope you are wearing panties, bra, stockings and garters as ordered, leslieann. But don’t worry, each of our black briefcases contain new outfits. And you will be wearing them all. The young interns as so, so gorgeous, but they giggle. And they have iphones. And are connected to Instagram.
My briefcase contains my leather strap on harness. And big black dildo. Is there even room in your office for me to fuck you?
Where did you come from? Did you drop out of the sky, a present? A little bondage bon bon, a bitch boy for my entertainment? What a perfect toy for me. A slut that looks like he’s 20 but he’s actually in his 30s, but he’s been reading my site since it launched, so he knows me like a book. That means he can push my buttons and understands how I tick.
Plus, let’s face it. He’s a whore. Yet, somewhat innocent and shy. My claws were ready to sink right in, and I was not disappointed in the tender flesh.
The first thing I noticed about the bitch was his mouth and tongue. I could have forced him to endure an entire bondage session of photos and videos just of his mouth and tongue licking and worshipping the head of a cock. That’s how much I enjoyed seeing his aching, parted lips and the tentative tip of his tongue. Would he tire of that? Do you think I give a damn? It made me wet. That’s what mattered.
In due time he was deep throating down to the base of the shaft. I knew he was capable. Men that have a good tongue and nice lips always master the art of the deep throat. It comes with the package. And did I mentioned the eyes? Compelling, expressive eyes. Another great quality for a master dick worshipping whore. He had, indeed, done his homework.
Now if I could only get him to grow out his hair. I might keep him as a personal pet.
Oh, it would have to be extremely tight bondage, a very uncomfortable ball gag, and a situation that would assure me that there would be some tears in those beautiful eyelashes. I don’t care how long it would take. An entire evening in a furnished dungeon at my leisure. Him on all fours. Wearing all black. Worshipping my black thigh high boots. With his cheek. Looking up at me with those green eyes. Begging not to be gagged. Just how he learned. Then that mouth wrapped delicately around the head of my cock. My hand in his hair, gripping until he winced and gasped in pain, and then taking that opportunity to shove my shaft into his mouth. Get the picture? I think you do.
Ahh, centerstage! How can we forget. You know him if you have visited my chats or follow him on twitter. He knows his way around femdom, of course. But he had no idea what he was getting into with me.
The slut was used to panties and stockings, sucking of cock, being used like a whore. Well, perhaps. But now I have him wearing a bra (and loving it) and being used like a real slut (and loving it) and totally objectified (and loving it). I sent him an ejaculating dildo and made him suck cock and ejaculating his OWN piss/cum into his mouth and drink it. Why? You won’t believe this. Because he asked for it.
So before you accuse ME of being nasty and cruel, just consider that for a moment. Miss Blue and I were actually pointing this out to our friends in the chatroom last time! Sometimes we get “accused” of being so, so nasty. When, actually, it’s the slaves that “confess” to us these “ideas” and then tighten their lips as if it was never mentioned. Oh, really? Sure, I love ideas that make a man squirm and feel two inches all, degrade them, making them feel so used, objectified, horrified, and then, at the last moment, AFTER they cum, suddenly DON’T feel like such a hot idea.
This was absolutely one of those ideas. Oh, sure, in fantasy, it sounds like a really hot, degrading, nasty, intense and diabolical torture. Trust me, when faced with it…an ejaculating dildo, inches in front of you, menacing, disgusting. Once you have cum. It’s NOT such a great idea. Just ask the whore.
But you have a problem then, slave. The Mistress is still aroused. This is the plight that all slaves face. You can’t turn back. You, unfortunately, can’t turn back. Just remember that…..
A diabolical torture chamber while he is blindfolded and led in on a dog chain, wearing bra and panties on his hands and knees. Forced to suck three strap on cocks in a row, never knowing what comes next. Ass exposed. No questions are answered. Simply knowing that I am in charge, and no one else will be able to give any mercy. Then the o-ring gag, and the funnel….and attachments to his cock…..
I am so excited that jamiegirl is back in my stable and continuing her path through womanhood. Jamiegirl ONLY cums like a woman now. Nipple stimulation, clittie arousal, wearing plugs, an entire feminine wardrobe, and sharing daily thoughts and tips about womanhood with me are part of her ongoing training. We are starting to text like teenage girls, lol.
Soon she is going to be out in public in her clothes. I just have a feeling. Not that she hasn’t before (at night under very special circumtances).
jamiegirl is also waiting for her first period but she’s late and starting to realize how frustrating this can be. My girlfriend Ms. Blondage is also helping indirectly with jamiegirl’s training and helped purchase a few little presents for her and is constantly asking about her. I think there might be a crush developing!
I have been telling jamiegirl she may end up being my lingerie attendant and I am pretty serious. I might dump all of my lingerie – stockings, panties, tights, corsets, teddies, even socks into a box and just ship them to her. She will handwash, sort and place them between tissue delicately and ship them back to me so I can have them ready to place delicately back in my drawers. My lingerie situations is a mess right now.
I sent jamiegirl a copy of my favorite femdom movie of all time, “Punish Me” so she can get even more insight into my sensual style of domination. She watched on the first night and had some haunting horny dreams. I think I have successfully infiltrated her dreams quite often, just ask her!
Slumber party with Ms Blondage! We would be at a coastal hotel in Hawaii getting makeovers, massages, and going out to nightclubs. Doing our hair and makeup, shaving our legs, and sharing beauty tips. Drinking champagne and then at the end of the night our slavegirl would give foot massages, put away all of our dancewear and lingerie and then be my bondage bitch – that means satisfy my sadistic desires and strap on urges and let me show my girlfriend Ms Blondage how to us the dildo!
I have such growing affection for malena because of her devotion, bravery, and willingness to stretch her limits and comfort zones. When I look back at where we started and then see where we are now, I am amazed and I know malena is too. She used to be afraid to go lingerie shopping casually and quietly, and now she openly shops and even tries on shoes.
She used to be afraid to buy makeup and now she has had her makeup done professionally. And damn it looked hot!
I have to say, what is hottest of all is when I get malena completely dressed up with makeup on, and high heels (malena has AMAZING legs) and then add bondage and get photos or video and add cock sucking. Malena has a perfect body. Lean, lithe, and really intense androgynous facial features.
Just last weekend malena was going out on a distinctly masculine activity and I nearly flipped my femdom lid. My juices went into overdrive. I was pleasuring myself immediately at the thought of this. I’ve written about this a lot; male capability and competence is a HUGE turnon. The thought of my feminine slut out there doing this MALE sport (very outdoor, rough, demanding sport, and all day affair) knowing the little slut was going to come home and be mine…could at the snap of my fingers be in FULL lingerie…..let’s just say my fingers were quite moist.
I recently bought malena a hogtie kit. I’d been making her hogtie herself with household items and loved it so much, I wanted the real thing. It finally came, and the poor thing has spent so much time in bondage taking pictures, malena must feel SO used (ha!). But I love the helpless look. Sometimes I make malena take pictures hogtied trying to suck cock at the same time. Something about a slave helpless but still trying to suck cock for me…it’s so cruel!
A feminine bondage photo shoot with me as the photographer All my bondage gear, and all her outfits, AFTER we go on a shopping spree to add more, of course. More shoes, some outfits, and a few wigs. We would go to a private studio. I wouldn’t actually be taking the pictures but we’d have a female photographer. I would just direct the shots. Bondage photos and poses, some videos too. Hogtied, o-ring gag and sucking cock, on all fours, suggestive poses with a latex cock. Make up would be done in advance. Of course, I would be so aroused, afterward we’d need a hotel room for some serious cocksucking and more….
Would you like to join my stable and be trained daily? Email me for an application. This is a donation based program. Application does not guarantee acceptance. Novices are welcome; do not be intimidated by the intensity of some of the aspects of this page. You do not have to be featured on this page, you can be trained privately. You do not need to have toys.
There’s some good news and bad news for my cocksucking whore, who I have under 24/7 surveillance and am slowly tranforming into a girl.
The good news is that I have a special parcel on the way from the US to her country and it contains a very intimate piece of clothing that I pleasured myself in while watching her suck a big black cock in. This is a reward for her continued obedience. And there is a possibility that Christina cocksucker might actually be able to orgasm when she receives this package.
As you can imagine, this blows her feminine mind. After 26 days of locked chastity, the prospect of getting such a package and being able to open it…and cum…oh, the possibilities! We have no idea when the package will arrive. It could be Monday, August 26..or any day next week.
So when it arrives, my cocksucker will go on cam for me and open the package live during one of her “performances” for me (these are quite special, and demeaning. The way I like it. Every time, she is more like a girl to me. See? This one, you can’t even tell she used to be a man!)
I told Christina she is going to roll the dice for me on her “chance to cum.” On cam. Her fate is simply left to chance. We will watch together.
If she rolls a 1, 2 or 3, she can cum (my way, of course. And it will be on cam for me, and very degrading).
If she rolls a 4, 5 or 6, she will endure 30 more days in the locked chastity cage.
What will it be? Stay tuned…..
Teaching my little “whore” malena to be a real cocksucker wasn’t enough – I thought she was becoming “complacent” and even, well, enjoying sucking cock even. So I surprised her by finding an O-ring gag with a very small, slim dildo that had a suction cup and sent both to her. The funny thing is, they arrived on different days! The “mounting” suspense was interesting because I wanted both to used together, of course.
And I could not get the image out of my head. Of course, the whole point was for my slave to have her mouth FORCED open in the degrading, wide “o” shape, like a sex doll almost, with the slim dildo mounted, so I could imagine just having her head bobbing up and down and up and down and….oh I am even starting to shock myself. Such debauchery!
Let’s just say. Mission accomplished. It’s very, very objectifying. Always measure your dildos before you buy your O-ring gags!
Regulars to my chatroom already know tantalized and may already follow this eloquent little bitch on twitter. You may even recall Miss Blue and I being a bit gentle with him at times, or other times giving him a little slap on the butt for asking for a token stroke or if (scoff) the sluts were allowed to cum.
I “lured” him into my stable by pretending I would go easy on him because we were “already friends.” I made him think that since he’s familiar with my style and desires, and my stable, and could even contribute to it with his own words, that maybe it would be more of a “collaboration” than a “condemnation.”
Well. He fell for it. Hook, line and sinker. Of course I have much darker plans for this little whore, including making him the bottom of the list of ALL my sluts, allowing him the least mercy, and never, ever allowing him any pleasure of all. This will be my little “experiment,” of sorts, seeing how lowly a slave can become, for any kind of attention, while all my other slaves receive the pleasures of the earned orgasm, for example, while tantalized is instead used for his holes. I have many other “experiments” planned, actually.
Follow his plight on twitter at
I think my fantasy if having a NETWORK of screens with access to all these hot "toys" is becoming real!
It’s so magnificently appropriate that my stable slaves are providing me a virtual arsenal of tools and vulnerability right at the PEAK of my femdom lusts the last week or two.
For some reason, a swarm ocean of energy, sadism and insatiable desire has come over me. If you read my “postings” on other sites or have been visiting my chartrooms or personally email me, you know that I have been dealing with some extraordinary cravings that came out of nowhere. I am NOT complaining, but I have not felt desires this strong since my 20s!
The intense, nasty ache to push my slaves to their limits is incredible. My need for new blood makes me feel like a vampire (corny, I know). I have been “stalking” new prey. I have been re-reading old material to trace back old hot buttons.
And then my poor stable slaves. I have been sucking them dry. Every. Last Drop. I am not talking about “cumming”(ha!) I am talking about pride. Comfort. Ego. Depriving them of their freedom. Making them suffer to get me off. Pushing them, stretching them – their mouths and asses, stroking my strapon all the while, masturbating to their pathetic desperate attempts for mercy. As if.
It’s just never enough. How far will they let me go to “feed” my hunger? Stay tuned. But take a look at how far they have gone, and these “devices” will BLOW your mind!
. Orange is the new black? Try "blue balls" is the new black. Black like my BIG BLACK DILDO!
My “champion” cocksucker overseas agreed to give me total control of her body and continue to the next level of slavery. Now I watch her every move!
This includes installing a webcam that includes audio! I have a web site that I can pull up at any time and view Christina Cocksucker in her apartment. I also can click one button and speak into my microphone and my voice booms throughout her room. This is wonderful for waking her up in the middle of the night to make her grab a big dildo and start sucking it on command, or endure other tortures if I am feeling horny. I literally have a slave available to me 24/7. I can even pull the image up on my cell phone.
I tell my slave how to dress in the apartment and the rules are very strict. Oh, did I mention the chastity? Day 15 now. Locked. Any relief in site? No, not at all. I was having Christina on cam over the weekend so horny playing with her nipples and an inflatable vibrating plug, rubbing the cage, and she thought she could cum! I said – laughing – sure, go ahead and try. She was flailing around, her body contorting. I was so aroused by her pathetic desperation. Between her legs, it looked….it looked “all girl” squeezed into the plastic cage. It’s just a matter of time, really. Now that I can watch her 24/7, this could lead to all kinds of situations. I told her I am going to make her into a girl for me, because it's shrinking every day anyway.
Thanks to the geniuses as DreamLover Labs, and a slave who has serious trust and balls (well the balls now belong to me), I am officially in possession of a slave dog in the most formal way. And it’s SO f’ing hot.
You see, slave “e” is wearing a DreamLover harness with various electrodes in the most delicate areas of his cock and cockhead, and I have a control panel, once again on my computer, and at any given time at my leisure can press buttons to cause a little pain, or excruciating pain. And I can push a little button called “Canine Mode” (my favorite) which forces him TO HIS HANDS AND KNEES and he is UNABLE to get up from this position until I release him – the pain is excruciating.
I get so, so turned on playing with my control panel at random times of the day, teasing and torturing my slave while sending email demands, and then forcing him to dog positions so he has to gasp in pain and struggle a response on his handheld phone. All of this leads up to his nightly lesson, of course.
Look at how diabolical this cock device is!
And look at this screen I get to use when I "play" with my "toy" -- right from my fingertips to his cock and balls!
This is the control panel I get to use on "slave e"....all the different way to torture him with the click of a button!
I have been turning malena into a glorious cockloving slut. She looks so sexy and feminine with her lips around a dildo, and I have always fawned over her long eyelashes and perfect cheekbones.
Malena was so uncomfortable when I suggested it was time for the next step in public humiliation and discomfort. After all, it used to be hard for malena to just go and buy panties…and now malena the slut is dressing so sexily in panties, stockings, bra…SO HOT!
I had my mind set, and in this mood, little can be done to sway me. The subtle desperation, nervousness, shame. And I know this slave. I know that the women at the makeup counter would not only enjoy it but would instinctively lap it up.
Where else? At the MAC makeup counter. These professionals don’t mind working with men – especially men as “pretty” as malena. Besides, my slut had no choice. I called and made the appointment. I talked to the manager. We laughed and laughed! I explained to the manager all about the “girlie” look I wanted on my slave. I made sure a girl would be doing the makeup on my slave. I made sure it would be an appropriate public situation for all, of course. Based on what was being done, I asked it if should be done in private, and the manager laughed, “oh no, we would LOVE to do it when the store is open!” Ah, even better, I thought! So ALL the gorgeous girls shopping for makeup would walk in and out and see my slut squirming in the chair!
Most makeovers in a store take 30-45 minutes. The makeup artist kept my slut for more than two and half hours. He had to message me from the appointment so I knew he was not abducted (ha!). And the outcome was so gorgeous I had to dismiss my original plan of using the ejaculating cock, fucking his mouth and cumming on his face. Everyone knows it’s a shame to ruin amazing makeup with a huge load of cum. Instead a demanded a boudoir photos shoot complete with dildos and cocksucking so I have a set of amazing slut photos to treasure.
The cocksucking and cum facial will come soon enough. As for when “malena” comes? Ha. Not soon at all.
Summer Sizzles in Akasha's Stable
The tranformation of sweet michael into sexy sexpot malena is making my summer one of the wettest and hottest ever. What is so incredible about this slutty sissy is that I can't decide if he is sexier as uber hot michael or slutty sluttoy malena and I am addicted to the constant transformation process, making her push and push daily in exercises that stretch her jaw, and her limits to the edge. Such sexy lips and long gorgeous eyelashes! The desperate need to please. An amazing, absolutely amazing body to play with. Buttons I can push and push. Responsiveness that would make ANY femdom drool. Malena is an absolute prize. When I put her on cam, she performs like a delicious, delightful slut, allowing me to peel away her reservations one layer at at time and her authentic nervousness makes my pussy absolutely ache with lust. When I see her lips wrap around the shaft my fingers cannot stay away from my pussy. In short time she has become a master of the cock. Her entire body knows how to move when she performs for me. And best of all, when she completes her lessons, she knows how to please me on ALL levels. She was a born natural. She's one of those hot sluts that can go about her day with the inner whore and meanwhile no one in the outside world knows what is underneath...and that's why pics like this make me so damn wet!! Here's one of my favorite, shared with permission of course!!
On the other end of the spectrum is bimbo Daisy! I get a ton of laughs putting together the most DEGRADING packages to send to this whore who cannot get enough humiliation, so I find the most embarassing items and shove them into a bulging (pun intended) envelop each month and send it to her PO box so she can skulk inside and obtain it, wearing a HUGE butt plug and then nervously open it to see what torment awaits. I've sent everything from dick lollipops to penis shaped lipstick, huge fake boobs and butts, incredibly slutty lingerie and most recently the best slutty stripper clothing and crotchless, ass-revealing fishnet pantyhose and more. I look for things that I will make Daisy use in public, use in her ass, use in her mouth and then report back to me on. There are no rules and the more degrading and embarassing the better. Her lessons include cumming in degrading public places and ass expanding and maybe one day exploring glory holes and placing Craigslist ads, who knows. The sky is the limit with this one! In fact if any femdoms have any ideas, send them my way!
Michael's continued transformation to "MALENA" - Unbelievable progress! Next up: WAXING at the SPA
He blushes. I don't even have to apply makeup to create sweet, perfect rosey cheeks; this sweet little one has round cheeks (and I am not even talking about that ass that I have plans to round up!) that turn the perfect shade of pink when his lips touch the cock. The femininity continues to increase DAILY...his posture, body language, eyelashes...my desires to seduce malena fully like a sissy slut, girl, a sensual little female plaything...are totally undeniable at this point!
"Malena" surrenders. Completely. In fact, this week "she" is visiting a local salon for a wax! Yes, a bikini wax (ha!), a butt wax, whatever they will provide, and I am sure they will do it all, once you get inside, they really are quite accommodating. My girls at my salon call it a "Bro-zillian." Now, all of that nasty pussy hair is really going to be gone for quite some time. And the discomfort and embarassment...that is the "cherry" on top for Mistress, indeed.
I picked out some cute lingerie from Victoria's Secret and had it sent to Malena this week, and it was effortless because she has such a great figure already - nice legs, sweet hips. I just browsed the style and pictured her in everything. Shopping for her was a treat in itself. But really, the thrill comes from picturing her red cheeks when the wrapped box from Victoria's Secret arrives!
Next up is the "aneros" training. Any cock pleasure is slowly being removed from Malena's memory. Orgasms are few and far between anyway. Soon, they will be a thing of the past, replaced with a brand new kind of stimulation....
Slave Angelina - Butt Fucked, Milked, Machine-Gang-Banged - And ready for MORE! Akasha's Dream PAIN Slut!
My endurance slave angelina stepped up to the plate to indulge my machine-ista fantasies, enduring massive Akasha-inspired "gang bangs" with an actual 'fucking machine" mounted with a dildo (both ass and mouth on different occassions), E-stim, and more - and all caught on video and edited for my pleasure and viewing, and re-viewing. In the process of enduring the ultimate in Akasha-indulgence, this delightful thrillseeking little whore successfully MILKED himself, leading me down a whole new path of erotic glee.
Milking! With a machine! Discovered almost on accident - the right angle, the right time, the right amount of desperation....oh, what could be better!? Of course, this led to more days of torment and teasing and denial with no release in sight, and my mind going off in a million directions. Perhaps I should patent and remarket this machine for a whole new purpose! Maybe a new "positioning stall" needed to be invented to go with the fucking machine, and the slave-victim would have to be strapped tightly into place. And of course, a "catch cup" had to be mounted to collect all the specimen! My imagination was in overdrive. To say the least.
The time with slave angelina went quickly but I am sure for the little pain bitch it felt like an eternity at times. I am always thrilled when I can get my hands on those kinds of controls....
Bimbo Daisy Can't Get Enough Cock
My favorite floozy is addicted to getting humiliating "bimbo packages" I put together and send in the mail, with email training in between to keep him on track in becoming the dirtiest kind of slut. I find it really amusing to collect the most degrading and embarssing assortment of items to stuff into an oversized package so that Daisy has to wait in line at the post office for the large package when it arrives, and is left wondering what I sent this time. I know Daisy is reading this so I can't reveal what I sent this time. I pick out feminine items to add to his extreme, exaggerated, humiliating, over the top femininity that I know will totally turn him on but also make him feel really, really nasty.
Whenever I feel like "talking dirty" I start my email to Daisy. Remember, this is the slut I made lick up her own cum from the gas station floor. She sucks two cocks at once - and begs for more! If I ever want a slut for a real gang bang, I know where to go - Daisy is always ready for action!
There "once" was a boy named Michael.
What is it about these shy, conservative, really intelligent computer types that makes me want to corrupt them, sissify them, feminize them, humiliate them and degrade them? They look so sweet and polite, they are so ready to get under your desk and check your surge protector, they lean over to help with your ALT-Tab and you can smell their cologne.
Whenever I get one of these tech types in my clutches, I’m ravenous. Poor Michael should have known this when he innocently signed up for my Valentine’s Day task. He just signed up for the “sealed note” task, and I haven’t let him out of my clutches since! Now he’s wearing panties daily, has learned to apply fake nails, is sporting pink toenail polish, and never fails to impress me with his photo essays.
I had to ask in his recent photo – was he wearing blush!? No…no that’s his natural skin tone, his cheeks slightly flushed as he performs for me. Do you see why I am melting, both emotionally, while creaming in my lace panties? Because that kind of suffering and vulnerability cannot be manufactured. Flushed cheeks as he endures the tasks, and I measure the length and girth of that cock…oh yes, he is getting better. One word: Ache.
So obediently performing, in public, in the lingerie store! I even mailed him the sealed note to make sure there was no confusion in the task. He sent me all the proof required and I know the ladies fell in love. How could they not, with that face, those eyes? They probably wanted him under the desk, too.
Some submissive men have a unique, built-in feature. Others have to learn it. It’s a desire to please at all costs – even at the cost of ego, pride and self preservation. I have named this slave, “Malena,” and she approaches each task with a desire to surrender to my sadism – and everything she explores is new territory, but she does it without hesitation.
Alexis, the SUPER WHORE
I met Alexis recently and immediately had her shave ALL of her body hair and get rid of everything male. This is an immediate and intense lifestyle change for a whore that has been in denial a LONG time and I know what she needs. Her need to be controlled is profound, and it is amazing how much more comfortable she is when she is being commanded, controlled, and fully feminized.
It’s amazing to me when a man realizes, like a light bulb goes off in his head, what has been missing his entire life – the need to serve and be understood for being feminine and controlled and feminized.
I knew immediately with Alexis that change needed to be swift, intense, unrelenting and extremely intimate. Our relationship is very personal. Things that have been shared have been life-changing. The evolution of Alexis, already, has been amazing! But what is MOST exciting is how erotic, sensual and comfortable alexis is in her new skin. What a transformation! It makes me so excited to peel back the next layers, because I know it will continue to be delicious….
Canada, land of hockey, LaSenza, and men with great eyes
So slave “c,” who I named “Chloe” (I love that name!), has gorgeous, absolutely amazing eyes. Shy boy will not show me much else, but that’s all I need to get me going, because Canada is land of the sweet, polite, hockey-playing hotties and great lingerie stores like LaSenza.
“C” had to take a sealed note into LaSenza and I did get a picture of the result, and it did NOT disappoint! Making “C” do the nasty at work always makes me hot, as well as putting him into a variety of “discomfort zones” because he’s so freaking articulate, reading his emails makes me wet in and of itself. “C” knows how to describe that submissive “conflict” that comes with surrender and discomfort, and I can actually sense the pain, uneasiness, uncertainty, desperation in the keystrokes. Sometimes I even feel like I can sense the pause over the words. So. Juicy.
Slut destiny desperately fucks the air
My slut destiny endured so much chastity, for so long, in such a DIABOLICAL chastity device, that he actually could nearly cum from simply walking. Yes, you read that right. See, this butt plug / metal chastity belt has a HUGE cylindrical butt plug that rams up his ass when he moves and walks. So I would have him move around, walk (shop at the lingerie store) etc, in it, and it would cause such stimulation he had to stop. You have no idea how wet this makes me!
Then I got the idea to have him do things like hump the floor or get on all fours and buck his hips back and forth, simulation sexual movements, and yes, that also got him right on the edge in no times. The videos of these acts were so degrading, I made him capture it all for me to watch. His desperation was unlike anything I have seen or executed. Did I give him mercy? Of course not! I just had him make more videos to show my friends.
I would make this poor slut endure sleepless nights of metal chastity without the plug (the chastity would not allow any touching at ALL), then the teasing with the plug, then E-stim electrical torture at night with various modes on his cock, balls and ass because he’s a painslut. At the end, after 4 weeks, do you think he earned one measly orgasm before diving right into “Summer of Sin”? Chuckle.
jamie wears a girlie chastity device
Meanwhile, jamiegirl was going through a transformation of her own. I can honestly say this is the most successful FULL transformation of a man into a woman I have ever completed without the use of any medical treatment or drugs and it's so erotic! Jamiegirl is basically a girlie girl now, including wearing a MODIFIED male chastity butt plug harness that basically tucks all her former man parts under her and uses a maxi pad to hide it all. Genius!
Since she lives daily with no evidence of her male parts anyway, in addition to all the other feminine rituals and having NO male orgasms, she’s 100% female to me, as evidenced by the way I have trained her to be fucked (in a variety of positions to please me) and worship cock (including with multiple suitors, if I crave it!). We also share fashion passions daily on Myhabit.com and wear some of the same makeup now. She’s not only my sissy slut but is becoming one of my BFF girlfriends to boot!
Sissy daisy and slut matti crawl back for another kick in the balls!
Another couple of sluts returned recently for another round of degradation, and it always fills me with sadistic glee when a slave returns to the stable, and I got a double dose recently with two former young studs who have both been turned into BONAFIDE cocksucker and cum lovers. I have a penchant for making these boys suck cock on a whim (thanks to smartphones), send photo proof of random degradation (truth or dare anyone? This is even better), shop for degrading items, and go against every manly instinct they have….and they do it!
My girlfriends love to hear these updates….and I have to admit I keep getting “help” by way of suggestions from even my semi-vanilla gal pals like Blondage. If I did not know any better I would think she secretly longs for a stable of her own!
Updated June 7:
destiny takes it hard...
So my slut destiny is already getting a reputation in my chats for his endurance and ability to take the most excruciating torture in the way of electro and other diabolical, degrading and humiliating and painful treatments. How awesome is that?
I recall sharing actual chastity / butt plug “contraption” the little bitch is wearing – well, as regularly as he can stand it. Feast your eyes on this. A little painful, don’t you think? A little humiliating, maybe? And do you know how hot and wet it makes me to know that at my leisure he’s in this – helpless – and going about his day? Yes, he wears it under his clothes. Except when he goes to the gym. Pretty good motivation for working out.
I can honestly say I do not think I have ever met a man whose endurance stands up to my sadistic fantasies – no matter how dark, especially when it comes to the use of ‘devices.’ This could spell trouble. With the number of e-stim devices he has, I made him assist me in coming up with 10+ distinct torture modes and had the role of dice determine an absolutely diabolical outcome for an evening that left him quivering. And he wonders sometimes why I keep making him suck cock at the same time. As if the sadism is not enough.
This slave satisfies my darkest need for sadistic playtime, because he's the most masochistic morsel that walks this earth. Keeping him on his toes - and on his knees - is a delight.
The return of CHERRY...
You may remember my sweet Irish boytoy “cherry” that was in my stable the first time around…well “cherry” came back for more, and I am thrilled! Apparently I have seared an impression on his slutty little mind and even more than a year later the slut comes back for more…..now even though he is no longer a virgin, he’s just as tight, he tells me. I am going to find out in short order (snapping on latex gloves)
What’s incredibly hot about cherry is that he fences in his spare time. Now there’s a hobby I can get wet about. I have my own little Spartacus boytoy to gangbang. You have no idea how many erotic fantasies I’ve had over the years with a sword or two in them. YUM!
It also warms my sadistic heart that a slave from a year ago comes crawling back for more torture. Apparently I am not easily forgotten!
“colleen” licks cum off the bathroom floor.
There’s this horny slut in my time zone that I enjoy rocking with absolutely vulgar, demeaning, demanding messages out of the blue, with commands like fingering his asshole or licking cum off the floor, because I tell you, the bitch just needs to be talked to that way! No matter how degrading and demanding I get, ‘she’ just crawls back begging for more. This is fun because I get to be MEGA bitch on a whim, and when a client pisses me off in my real job, I just fire off a sadistic and cruel email to my slut and wait, knowing that he’s been brought to his knees as if kicked in the balls, and that’s quite a visual, let me tell you.
Then I get the response – and oh, that’s worth it! How I love making a man tremble and leave him desperate for more contact from me…I see him checking his email frantically for release or attention…and I taunt him even more! I love it that I can be absolutely DIRTY and he just laps it up, like he laps up the load from the floor, and it leaves him shaking and trembling in a way that makes me want to do more, more and even more. I can just picture him checking his mail over and over again. It's the one-liners that snap him into reality, into fantasy, back into reality and then send an electrical shock through him and next thing you know he's plugged up and running off to do some "shopping"...and so flustered he forgets his wallet! Yes, it happened!
Sissy jamiegirl cums like a girl – only
I have started the formal reprogramming of a slut….this time, it’s the real thing. Not only do I get to share my darkest, most intimate desires and fantasies about FULLY transforming a man into a woman – medically, hormonally, surgically, diabolically, you name it – but I’ve started this slave on the road to NEVER having a male orgasm. EVER. Again.
My slave jamiegirl lives almost 100% as a woman now, even in the way she pleasures herself, on my terms and my terms only! That means nipple orgasms will soon replace ALL other kinds of pleasure, to the point where there will be NO other stimulation. Of course, all her ‘holes’ belong to me. As does her pussy. And let’s not even talk about what I have done to her ‘clittie.’ She is, to me, all girl. And that’s what we talk about daily. Her changes are dramatic. Even the sales girl at the department store are starting to notice!
We also are moving toward getting her Boudoir Photos done. We love the style of this studio for example. I made her do a set of her own for me. GOREOUS!
Updated May 10:
You know things are sizzling in the stable when I am too busy playing to update it. I can’t share all the nasty details for reasons of privacy and because my fingers are so slippery they’d slide off the keyboard, but here are a few tidbits that I can’t resist sharing.
My ozzie slave angelina from down under getting her kink on in any way I desire found herself in an ironic bind recently. “she” can get sassy sometimes (although I don’t think intended) and often emails me to be “helpful” and point out if I have a misspelled word in a story, or a grammar error. Now, if you have read Akasha’s Web for a long time, you know that typos come with the territory – not because I can’t write, but because I let the smut pour from my nasty little brain in such a manner that if I were to go back and edit, trust me, NOTHING would get posted. So if someone is going to be critical of my writing errors and help by "pointing" out typos, then I feel obliged to go fix them, which turns into a chore, which makes writing a chore, which makes my web site a chore, which makes Akasha a sad panda.....I KNOW there are errors all over my site.
In my “real job” you often see me meticulously editing documents until my eyes bleed. The AP Style Manual is sitting on my desk, my Bible. Trust me, I know the difference between “there” and “their.” But the truth is, when I write erotica, I write for sheer joy, and if I were to start editing, I would start re-writing, and if I were to re-write, it would never, ever, ever see the light of day. There are many stories in the "Akasha Graveyard" which will never make it to my web site because I made the mistake of going back to edit them.
So when I tasked slutty angelina with a writing task and it was riddled with errors – some of them downright sloppy, I decided that turnabout was fairplay. So should I assign days of chastity for the errors, clothespins on balls, or something else? And how many errors can YOU find in this document? I just picked the obvious ones! I think I am going to come up with a very, very nasty punishment!
Meanwhile, back at the sadistic ranch with slave destiny, chastity has been bumped up to a level that even makes me nervous! Take a look at this little device. Yes, this is what poor slut destiny will be wearing soon, because between the Curve and the CB-6000 we haven’t found something with the right functionality. I am not settling and demanded the slut keep looking for a device that would be SOLID, and this is what the whore has come back with. I am going to be downright dangerous when destiny is locked into this butt plug/chastity device. I think a waiver might need to be signed.
My sweet college student slut “matti” is still too scared to go shopping with a note, but is now wearing pantyhose as a start and is about to have her cherry popped! Poor thing is so tight, we could barely get past an ice cube and small dildo. Oh, I do love breaking in the novices. It’s finals week at the university and he was wearing panties under his pants, bent over to pick up some papers for a cute college girl and she might have seen the panties riding up his ass. OOPS. Don’t ask me…I think deep down he liked it. NO!?
I have long awaited the return of my adorable sweet sissy jamiegirl () who I absolutely ADORE! Need I say more? She is experimenting with nail wraps for me and will be demoing them for my friends at my chat on Thursday night. This week we’re working on determining if her “inner girl” is a tramp or an innocent schoolgirl..I have my suspicions.
More to share soon. The stable is currently full, but there’s a waiting list if you want to join the fun. Well, I get to have the fun..you get to be tortured!
April 30, 2012
"Sissy d" - Renamed "DAISY" by Akasha
Sissy d has been renamed “daisy’ -- this “boy” confessed the bad habit of throwing away toys (sound familiar, like my story, “Coming to Terms with Tara”?). That won’t be happening any more under my watch and “daisy” has a panty drawer exploding faster than Miss Blue’s. I had, sissy d rushing out to buy new panties with little flowers on them first day with the threat that if the slut did not proceed, I would call the Victoria’s Secret to have a little chat with the manager about why Daisy needed flower panties in the first place. I found out right away that little daisy has a terrible fear of public humiliation and that got me ALL worked up.
I heard daisy also has a prostate massager, which is perfect, because d isn’t coming any time soon. Milking time….Daisy has gone shopping and endured some uncomfortable humiliation a couple of times but this weekend will be the best as she goes in search of the perfect satin camisole to dress up for some limit-stretching I have planned! I was thinking daisy should get something like this! Maybe I will get in touch with the store manager in advance and have her “waiting” for daisy when she arrives so she can help “her” find her size -- TIGHT!
"Slave d" - Renamed "Destiny" by Akasha
I have a new slave I could not resist naming “DESTINY” once I saw his list of toys. Wow. I nearly came reading a list. I guess I feel a bit like this one was dropped out of the sky into my lap (face down with his ass pointed up ready to be spanked) with a toy list like that. We’ll see what’s left of him in a few days. I made destiny get a CB-3000 for lock monitoring purposes and recently found out he’s a bit of an engineer (which is an understatement). With the amount of toys he has, I’m thinking of putting him to work to develop ways I can do electro torture to him over the net LIVE. And I think he’s just smart enough to fall into that trap. Then there’s no stopping me. I get into this back-and-forth sometimes with Destiny in the middle of the work day because his emails never fail to get my fingers right down my panties. For this slave, it’s all about teasing and denial. I want him on the edge 24/7 and driven insane by my emails.
Sweet Slut Favorite - Slave Angelina!
Moving to the other side of the globe is my adrenalin junkie fave slave angelina from oz, who was crazy enough to come back for more and is putting herself at big risk this time (grin) because everyone knows Akasha has a thing for Australians. Slave a actually got a fucking machine and affectionately named it “Akasha” (how sweet is that?) and I’ve fucked her ass eight ways to Sunday (isn’t that a saying) every day since then, in various positions, and her middle name might have to be changed to enema because of the sheer amount and intensity of the anal play I put this slave through, which is nothing short of remarkable – I am able to really explore my darkest desires. What’s so darling about slave a are the reports. They are done in a .pdf format with the pictures embedded. I think I will print them in color and put them in a binder and keep them next to my bed for….entertainment purposes….So hot!
Musings from my Stable: April 28, 2011
Well! I am having a lot of fun with a man who came to me BEGGING for me to be his keyholder. Persistence paid off, a spot in my stable opened up, and now he's LOCKED...until I say otherwise! I hope "he" didn't plan on getting any work done today. Here's an excerpt from the email I sent him at the start of the day:
Today I woke up and the thought came to me that I should change your SLUT name to JANINE. I picture you in all red lace lingerie with a way-too-big-butt plug, wobbling on high heels in my loft trying to serve drinks to me and my girlfriends, all of whom look at you with amusement and are thinking of who can degrade you most!
Janine is a slutty and feminine name. Since your cock is no longer of use to me or anyone, it is fitting that you adapt to a girlie name and start behaving as a girl. Maybe in time your former piece of meat will shrivel in the cage into nothing. But right now I bet it is straining, bulging and making your balls turn BLUE! To relieve that pressure, right now, I want you to get your plug and fuck your ass as you read this email – on your knees, panties down around your thighs. Like a nice, slutty, obedient GIRL!
While you are pumping that plug in and out of your ass, I want you to consider that I might not EVER let you out of that cock cage. I might just “throw away the key”! You will learn to get pleasure only from serving, only from being used like a sex toy, and only from being fucked in the mouth and ass. Soon, you won’t even get pleasure from the good ass fucking, but only when your ass and mouth are used at the SAME time.
Today you are going to wear lingerie all day. You are going to figure out how to send pictures to me, no matter what. That’s your main task, because I need to inspect my locked up property daily, maybe twice a day, to ensure that you are caged and have not tampered with or removed it. There will be NO stroking, jerking off, or cumming. I want absolute proof of that, as I am your Keyholding Mistress, and that’s what is most important.
In addition to the dressing all day and sending pictures, you have to endure 15 minutes of ass fucking and cock sucking later today, while fully dressed, in front of a mirror. You are to imagine you are being evaluated by me and my girlfriends. Let’s see how that goes!
You will hear more about "janine" a little later this week!
I've been having a blast molding, tormenting and teasing my new slave Irish boytoy. I renamed the little bitch "cherry" and "she" has to go around calling herself that as a tribute to the oral, anal and other acts that tarnish the slave's previous unscathed skin. Don't feel bad for cherry though, this whore has a deep, deep need to be used to the fullest, as he illustrated in the story I made him write. Read this hot little story written by cherry in my honor!
I've had time to start one-on-one "immersive" training again, and right out of the gate I find myself filled with excitement and distraction as a new victim presents such interesting and erotic possibilities! Riddle me this: What happens when you take an ultra sadistic femdom with a penchant for creative predicament torment and bondage and combine that with a sensual Australian slut who has a literal arsenal of electrical pain toys at his disposal? I can tell you that "slave angelina" is becoming very popular in my circle of girlfriends who ask, "What next?".
But it's not just about shocking (pun intended) my friends with the pictures and videos of what I make this delicious diva endure. It's about having the ability to recreate some of my favorite SALS scenarios - such as, forced orgasms (!!!) and dire consequences. What is it about making a man cum against his will that is so exhilerating and panty-moistening? Knowing that despite the squirming and his best efforts, the explosion in his cock cage and panties will be inevitable. Turning a man's arousal and own body against him and showing him that ultimately his humiliation will feed me...this is just about as exciting as strapping on my biggest dildo and taking a virgin!
You can bet there will be pictures soon of this transformation, perhaps....
Well, he isn't quite a virgin, but my 24-year old Irish boytoy is up next, so stay tuned. You know that innocent, cute young IT professional that you see kneeling down the hall checking his Iphone? Yeah, that's probably my bitch. If he's rushing off to the men's room, you can be assured he's going to perform some degrading act and catalog it live on his phone for me and my friends. I'll be popping his cherry in more than one way. This one nearly slipped through my fingers but I snagged him. His life is going to change!
Musings from my Stable: October 12, 2010
My reporting has been quiet, but my sluts have been busy. A combination of my intense work schedule and one of my prized-pets' need for discretion, combined with the delicious shy novice I had my hands on recently, resulted in a little less reporting. But I will share a few highlights.
A sweet novice came to me recently and offered his tender flesh - he was absolutely captivating. I found myself thinking of him often. To say I grew incredibly fond of him is an understatement. At the height of our interaction, he gave up his virginity to me - his 'ass cherry' so to speak - live on cam. It was after days of prep and build up. I created a ritual around it. I was so turned on by the time it finally happen, I came hard. I renamed him, and he will hold a special place with me forever.
"J" had an 'inner slut' like no one I have seen, and it just took the right prodding to have him surrendering his masculinity in a manner that made me both proud AND wet. There's something about making a conservative man transform into a lingerie-wearing, striptease slut! This was a video worthy of a viewing with my girlfriends, who insist I should start a live program called "Sluts Gone Wild" where men are found doing things unthinkable and humiliating - but not as a result of too much alcohol, simply from too much pent up WHORINESS!
At that time I will have an opening. If you would like to apply, email me now to reserve a spot and submit your application. Use the subject line "Applying for Stable Membership." For about the cost of a trip to a professional dominatrix, you can endure daily, one-on-one direction, training and more.
Musings from my Stable: August 30, 2010
I can already feel myself entering into a perpetual state of arousal. My thoughts of sadistic torture to delicious, willing and eager victims has been leaving me in a constant mood of seductive lust!
What is it about finding a man who is unknowing but curious and then luring him into a ‘trap’ and seducing him until he’s in too deep…before he can turn back? And why do I get fixated on one “type” of guy at a moment’s notice..and then it becomes a nasty neverending test!
What is the flavor of the week? I am going insane with fantasies of everything from (move over, corporate slut), a brand new Russian boytoy or a college student VIRGIN. All play special roles in my latest fantasies, fueled by delirious and currently impacting ALL that I do to my stable sluts…
Hot moments from the week at the stable:
- and eat a whole load. The video was intoxicating and I was smitten. Oh the look of conflict on a man’s face when he’s jerking off with his cock inches from his face and ready to explode…
- Seeing exclusive pics of my who has thought about it for decades but never tried anything…He was SO confident in everything and I was aching to get him to crumble for me, and he did…delightfully so. I can still taste my own juices on my fingertips. His ass in Victoria’s Secret’s red panties…
- “, oh my god. I could make him leave me 20 voice mails a day with a list of words to say and phrases to say..but it’s best to make him say the things he means. He needs to learn not to talk with his mouth full (hahah) though…
ALL sluts performed exceptionally well this week! I have room for one more in my stable before closing the doors and locking them down tight as hockey season starts and so does my travel schedule, so my thoughts are diverted. I will only be keeping ONE slut after Oct. 1! Email me for consideration (use the subject line, "Eager to be in your stable...")
Musings from my Stable : August 22, 2010
Temperatures reached the 100s F here in So Cal a few days this week, and I found myself wearing very little at my PC screen and feeling , thanks to the ongoing performances of my online stable.
The correctly worded desperate emails of grown men willing to negotiate away their masculinity just for a token stroke are enough to make me tingle all over. And my pussy enjoyed it, too.
One of my slaves is finding that locked chastity wasn’t so bad, since the alternative is a new, degrading way to cum and use the load each day. He used to have an aversion to cum eating, and I’m about to rename him cum-junkie or cum-guzzler.
Some highlights of the week:
- Buying an for lawyerbitch only to find out it’s on backorder. Damn them! The whore is only out of locked chastity a few days and I am not delaying it, he’s going to be locked up soon for 250 days!
- I might make this for my vanilla and kink curious girlfriends who keep asking, “What did you make your ‘slut’ do today? Oh My GOD!” (they love it, they won’t admit it, but they watch it unfold with more intensity than any soap opera or reality show)
- for one feisty macho corporate whore in D.C. He has NO idea what he’s “getting done” but the shop girls think it’s HILARIOUS.
- Enough said. They also love “Dixie”!
- I have a voice mail from a slave I have to convert to .wav and put online. Ever heard a grown man suck cock and beg for cum like a porn star??
It’s been awhile since my jaw dropped at the fine body of a new, novice, “I’m all yours” brand of sub. Young, hot & horny in NYC. Nightclubs, strip clubs, “guys night out” – ha! Wait until I am done with him. His balls are already being twisted, tortured, crushed and stretched. How much can one young stud take? I will find out….
Musings from my Stable, August 15, 2010
, but that hasn’t stopped me. More time at the pool, a few trips to the beach with my girlfriends, and any little break I can find from my hellish work schedule right now is a welcome diversion. But with intense pressure comes insatiable desire. Anyone who has read my site since it started in 1995 knows that when I am overworked and under pressure, my cruel side shines.
My stable is enduring as a result. And the daily emails and IMs have kept me wet, horny and excited. A wicked idea may cross my mind and I just have to pause a moment and remind myself, “I can make this happen.” Then I do. The results are intoxicating! I will share a few highlights:
- can do wonders for stripping a man of his pride and make him focus, exclusively, on making me wet.
- Proof is sent to me daily. When I see the lock in place, my heart pounds and I feel a familiar, pleasant ache of arousal. His will to resist is slipping fast. I could make him do ANYTHING. So what do I do? More torture.
- People have asked about the slut lawyer (aka “cocksucker”). I hear often of more bad habits he has based on objectifying women, watching too much porn, etc. A break in his chastity upcoming will include 7 days of more than 14 loads of cum consumption or degradation, followed by 100 days of locked chastity with intense teasing and denial. Some serious behavior modification going on here, and I have found myself enjoying my vibrator time to his pictures of his conservative, corporate exterior being stripped away until He keeps crawling back and begging for more. I love it.
- (‘out in the field’) and gives me the distinct impression he’s insanely hot to top.He speaks with quiet confidence. I am so unbelievable smitten with “Sam” from “True Blood,” and when I think of this slave, that’s what he represent to me, with the rugged good looks and hot ass in jeans and...phew. Here I go again. Slave “t” is one of those delicious men that has an exterior you’d never peg for a sub, but then when he reveals himself, a pegging is just what he needs. And when he endures it, it’s exotic, authentic and electric. I had to sometimes not read his emails unless I shut my phone off, because once I got a call and my business peer said, “Are you ok?” I guess my voice was a little…affected.
Sometimes even the most diligent slaves can have a major screw up, and this one made my blood boil. He thought I might “enjoy” it if he sent me a video, unsolicited, of him This is after I have never mentioned piss play of any kind in his training (and how many times do I write about it, in 15 years, on my site? Comparably?). It was CLEARLY his idea and fantasy and to say it was for me was totally misdirected. Severe, severe punishment forthcoming.
Musings from my Stable, August 8, 2010
Recently I was poolside with a girlfriend, sipping a refreshing drink and enjoying the warmth of the sun and the scent of freshly applied suntan oil. My freshly pedicured toenails looked fabulous; I was admiring them when my Blackberry buzzed, alerting me to an email. I read it, and a giggle escaped my lips, and my girlfriend asked, “What is it?” I just shook my head and she laughed at me. This is our unspoken language – she knows that means I got a message from “one of my slave boys” who had just finished a task for me. She always pries for more information.
Even though we are successful, corporate businesswomen, mature and refined, we turn into giggling teenager schoolgirls at the prospect and revelation that a grown man is enduring such pain, humiliation and utter degradation at my whim. My girlfriend is intoxicated by the reports and she wants to know more, but I keep my secrets close. Most of them.
“He didn’t realize while shopping that his fly was down, until he got to the car. It was totally obvious if anyone looked that he was wearing womens panties.”
“Oh my god, what was he buying?”
“Oh. A purse.”
“To match the black dress.”
I told her, it’s a long story. She wanted more but I left it at that. The black dress, that’s my little secret. I have a ‘lawyer’ that is learning the hard way what it is like to be ‘my bitch.’ From sucking dick to sleeping in nighties. His cock? Ha – my property, locked up now in sealed, padlocked and verified chastity for weeks. When will it end? Well, when I say it does, quite clearly.
My blood seems to flow with an intense energy behind it. A constant buzz. It’s like having a moderate high during the day, as I battle corporate battles and conquer things in my “vanilla career,” but meanwhile, I check my private Blackberry frequently to see how my slave is doing on his assignments that day. The shit-eating grin in corporate meetings though has to stop. “What’s so funny?” is a hard question to answer when a corporate CEO is asking me. But I can’t help it, I just can’t seem to separate Akasha from my career persona any longer. I crave – no, I need – the fluid burning lust in my veins daily pumping through me because it provides such hot, intense distraction!
; while this sort of totally ruthless ‘play’ is generally outside of my norms, I can’t stop thinking about the level of control – and his level of sheer fear – when I execute a task of this magnitude. I am capable of it. He needs to know this. And the threat of execution will be what keeps him in line to do my bidding. My requirements of him are straightforward. Daily reporting on the tasks that make me slide my fingers down into my panties, move slowly in my own chair, and ride the emotions until I am ready to climax. The pictures help, too.
My latest Corporate Slut story "The Groom" is a bit of a tribute to a sweet girlslut who must take a break from her feminization now after a period of time that was whimsical and nasty. She will be missed.
Super Slut of the Week: Sometimes an emotional, mental breakthrough can be so exhilarating. He “gets” it now; he is starting to “get” me, too. He realizes that true surrender comes first from putting aside his fantasies and preconceptions, and allowing me to use him as a toy, a tool, for my personal pleasure. Then the rewards flow, better than any fantasy he controlled in the past.
From August 1, 2010:
I have this slut lawyer I renamed You see, paisley spent way too much time in his macho youth watching porn that was degrading to women, and now the tables are turned. I am systematically going through every degrading porn stereotype and making paisley perform for me - everything from cum facials to anal doggy style and name calling. And this is just the start! My most recent task? I made paisley suck and worship two cocks at once! Paisley's mouth was stuffed full of cock but she just kept taking it for me. All of this is proven in pictures that I review.
Even better? This little whore is in locked chastity for me, so there's no chance of relief. Previously, before paisley was locked, she was enduring jerk-off teases and edging over and over again at the office. Nice tent there paisley. No more of that now that the cage is locked on....
Super Slut of the Week: My "soccer bitch" in argentina has been in shackles all weekend as a constant remind that he is my 'prisoner' even in his own home. I could say this earned him an orgasm but that'd be a lie. It just earned him more torture -- well, and the pleasure of knowing he made me wet.
From July 26, 2010:
I recently decided to begin a little experiment I call ” Where on earth did I pick up the word ‘immersive’ – was it a “word of the day” or something?
I love the word. To me, it means my slave wakes up in the morning, goes to bed at night and knows he’s my slave. My property.. After a day of exhaustive tasks or communication, after being tethered to me via instant communication in some cases (what wonderful technology exists – blackberries and blueberries and and..)..the taste of cum on his lips, the scent of perfume from a makeup counter visit I orchestrated.
The photo session he endured. His mouth sore and jaw aching from the length of that huge cock – taking it deeper for me. . Again, and again.
Immersive, because. These sweet, helpless slut has a locked chastity device on! And I can monitor closely because this isn’t a group training, it’s one on one – the emails, I dissect them. I pour over every word and I smile.
I smile, and I get wet. A funny little thing happened in this experiment. The immersion happened to me, too. The buzz I am feeling, the buzz is not just the whirr of my bullet vibe, it’s the high of intoxicated control. Knowing that I can merely tap on a few keys on my keyboard, and my slut is there, waiting for a command – ready to endure.
Oh sure, real life gets in the way. I had a slut today pull over to the side of the road and suck dildo for me. Why? Because I had a tough conference call, a client that pissed me off, and I thought ‘my bitch’ would get a little side treatment from me so I could chuckle at the despair, the desperation. All in the work up for later – later, when my new, evolving slave would perform for me.
There are some men that want to experience the feeling of “being owned,” at being “at the beck and call” of a fairly demanding, decidedly inventive and endlessly sadistic woman like me. These men have circumstances that make it impractical – and, for many, unsatisfying – to pay for one-on-one pro sessions and go into a dungeon free and walk out of it ‘free.’ For them, the donation is better spent in an experience that will last a week or more, and the foreplay, the surrender, the desperation comes in waves.
The side benefits are notable for some sluts – increased productivity and focus, attentiveness to their partner in some cases, or even increased libido (ha! If I let him out of the ‘cock cage’!). For others, it’s simply achieving the fantasy of feeling like they belong to Akasha. And I do like ownership.
From time to time I may share some of the highlights, the things that have made me particularly wet. Other parts I consider priceless, special, private. Some slaves just train with me a few days, others take on a long term contract with me and they sign over their freedom and give me a great deal of trust, which I find intoxicating.
Yesterday I had the unique pleasure of calling around and finding a salon owned by a sweet Southern girl who laughed with me as we talked about a “male Brazilian wax.”
This morning, there was a distinct giggle as I read several one-line emails of desperation from a slave I have in chastity, causing me to take a break from my morning paperwork to send him to jerk off to the edge a few times, lick his fingers clean and see if his focus came back.
Then there are the I can sense the trembling in his words, this one. It’s as if I see the keyboard letters shaking when he taps on them! This is where the wonders of Instant Messaging come in – the pauses, the hesitation. During those pauses, I sometimes touch myself. I feel the burning welling up in my belly. I compare this sensation to the one of real life play where I let myself pause, when he’s there helpless, bound and blindfolded, and I am just watching him breathe.
I plan the full, total, complete transformation and feminization of a man over the course of the next several days so that he forgets what it was like to ever be masculine. Period. Is that cruel? Ha! He will do anything to make me wet – have I mentioned that?
More details may be coming. I just know I am on cloud nine. When my otherwise intense, stressful “day job” gets me angry or overwhelms me from pressure, I turn to my second computer, I open my special “slave inbox” and I look at my playthings. I plan and plot and come up with the devious tasks that will provide me erotic stimulation, and I read their reports and shape their deepening surrender.
I know “online slavery” isn’t for everyone, but it sure is fun.
M. Akasha / July 28, 2010
(for the first time in 15 years, I’m opening a “stable” – and I could not be happier)