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Congratulations to all the submissives, slaves, sluts, whores and sissies that successfully completed my training. WOW! What a very nice job, I must say.
MORE slaves completed this training than any other training so far. Why? I have no idea! Is it because we started off slow? Is it because I gave “novice” options for more timid newcomers? Or is it because I used very effective timing….starting off slow and then LOCKING them up in chastity and becoming much, much more serious – when it was too late to turn back..
The final exams – let me just say, they were incredibly erotic to read. Even though most were written very straight forward. You probably have no idea how much it turns me on to read about how your limits (and other things…) were stretched, how you found yourself doing unthinkable things…and which lessons truly pushed your limits and humiliated you in ways you thought were unimaginable.
That’s what makes me tick. Ownership of a man on a level where he surrenders to me on all levels – emotionally, mentally and physically. His body becomes mine to toy with and use for my pleasure – so I can delight in his cocksucking or ass play….but also, his emotional core belongs to me, so I can torment him with the threat of public humiliation in the way of shopping trips.
I found, again, that I will never tire of having this unshakable grip on a man. It’s as if I am reaching through the computer screen or your blackberry with my fist wrapped excruciatingly tight around your balls. You know who is in charge, don’t you?
Imagining you, shaking, as you take a sealed note into a lingerie store. Reading the details of how the salesgirl got right on board as I predicted, and she contributed fully and delightfully in your public humiliation. It changed you. Forever.
Seeing visuals of you with cum on your face, or your load shooting right down. Seeing your lips wrapped around a large latex cock, imagining that it’s my strapon dildo and I am controlling the pressure, the depth, the intensity of the pumping.
Reading the desperation in your words as you write to me, pouring your slave-heart out to me, once the lock is in place around the chastity device and you are, truly, my property. Your realization that struggling is absolutely futile! I can tell, from your words, that you feel the power stripped away. Your hopelessness is what gets me so wet and turns me on. Something in my very soul requires – aches – for this level of surrender and ownership.
While the lesson plans – reading them – was at times overwhelming due to sheer numbers, these were exciting homework reports to read. It made me long for and miss the intense, one-on-one email and online trainings that I’ve dabbled in when my time allows it.
It made me realize that now, more than ever, there are many, many men in all walks of life and all over the world who long for this kind of safe, somewhat-anonymous electronic “leash.” Now, virtual chastity truly is possible. Now, with the reality that so many men are “tethered” to technology via handheld devices and cell phones, the prospect of immersive online training is shockingly real.
And very, very alluring.
It was difficult, in the end, to pick a winner, but one slave does stand out as top slut. Both in the way this slave completed his lessons (thorough, passionate, arousing) and in the way this slave honestly pushed his limits and explored the depth of his surrender. His sacrifice and devotion dripped from the words – and, in the end, that wasn’t the only dripping going on!
I affectionately renamed this slave-in-training for a variety of reasons that I will keep private. My slave lexi took the training seriously, and I could tell, from the start, that he intended to take every task seriously and intensely – but more importantly, no matter how degrading or challenging, lexi pushed the boundaries of his own comfort and pride.
And never missed a single lesson! I know lexi was a very, very busy ‘slut’ in daily life, but that didn’t stop this whore – and I do mean that affectionately – from giving his all. I could imagine, quite easily, lexi going deeper and deeper into the darkest depths of slutty submission. Who would want all that cocksucking and ass stretching practice to go to waste, anyway?
Aspiring slaves can learn from a devote slut like lexi – most importantly, that the pleasure of the femdom comes first and foremost, and that surrender comes from pushing past those limits and going to dark, scary areas of self discovery. It requires a lot of trust and a little bit of blind devotion, but in the end, it’s a rewarding trip….
So now what’s in store for online training slaves? Miss Blue is already planning her next training, so details will be posted soon. She and I have been sharing a few ideas about the theme and new challenges, and it’s going to keep your summer sizzling. For those that cannot wait and are desperately searching for something more intimate, you may email me to inquire about one-on-one personal email training. Unlike the group training, I will respond and critique every lesson, and the commands you receive are daily and tailored around your comfort zone. Your comfort zone, of course, so I can more precisely make you uncomfortable…because that’s what makes me wet, remember?
Until next time....
M. Akasha
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