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Hello my sweet piece,
Here you are on your first day of training with your cockand balls as smooth as a sissy and my signature blue ribbon tied proudly. You will keep this blue ribbon tied tight around the base of your cock for the next fours weeks. You will at all times remember that you have given yourself over to me to do with as I will. You have already had a few weeks to think about what this could mean to your mind and body. I told you that this training would be different. That I would actually require you to not only perform little acts for me but to also really THINK about where your desires began. In the beginning we all start as sweet little VIRGINS.
So how exactly did you get here?
I am fascinated by the many paths which lead you to my doorway. Was it seeing womens' panties for the first time that made you think 'OH!' or maybe it was the play you thought was left in childhood when you tried on your sister's underwear or maybe even your mother's bathing suit. Somewhere it began for you. Somewhere in your mind, you turned that path and thought that there must be something more to this. Yes, we all know it feels good. But is that enough to justify the things I am going to do to you? The humiliation tasks, the cock sucking, the ass fucking and so much more. When does 'pleasure' become an excuse for a deeper hidden 'NEED' to be as you are now. When did you first lose your kink virginity? Were you alone, with a girlfriend or with a partner that said one day 'oh it would turn me on if you wore my panties!' And then suddenly you could not account for why your cock got so hard every time after that you thought of that moment.
I spend a lot of time thinking about you slut. I want to crawl into your mind and find the deepest and maybe darkest fantasies that keep you company. I want to explore you and exploit you to truly make you my cum guzzling little fuck toy. And once I have you primed and ready I would be sure to share you with all of my girlfriends to do with as they please! You crave and need the submission.
This is about more then simply becoming my sissy.
I want you to commmit to this training for the next 4 weeks. To truly think about what I am asking you to do and more importanlty to examine WHY you are so willing to do it. You probably have read through many of our past trainings so you know what is usually included. You know you will be asked to perform some deeds that you may love and some you may HATE. But you will do them anyway all for my pleasure. The thing I find interesting is that we both know that is not true. Yes you will follow the directions but it is not for ME that you are sticking that cock in your ass. I am not physically there forcing you. You haven't ever met me in person. You do not know what I look like, act like and only have a hint of what my voice sounds like. But still you are willing to submit to these lessons. To submit to what in your mind you consider a 'FEMDOM'.
Why would you humiate yourself like that, slut?
I want to know but I don't think you even know yet. So that brings us to our first homework. You are going to wear your blindfold for 30 mins. You will be naked and kneeling on the floor like an obedient little slut. Then the work begins. I want you to play with your nipples and then stroke your cock until you are on edge without cumming. I want to you think about your first kink experience and to examine the parts that interested you, turned you on and WHY. You will do this every evening until your next lesson.
So here are some ground rules....As I have said this training is going to be different then my last Session. You are not required to keep a public blog but private diarys are encouraged for your own review. Your homeworks will be emailed to me directly. I may or may not comment on them, but do know that I am reading ALL of them. Remember to follow your Homework directions exactly! If I ask for one paragraph or one picture then that is all you send. Do not be a class pest. You may ask questions for clarification but not as an excuse to play into your own fetish. You know what I mean. Akasha and I have been having Monday chats and you will make every effort to attend. Sluts in attendance will receive extra credit for their class standing and will have the opportunity to impress (hopefully) both Akasha and I will your submission. Look for the schedule as posted.
For your first homework lesson, you need to email me with the subject line “” – reporting to me about your experience with the blindfold and how it felt and what you thought about. You have to email me this no later than 11pm PST on Sunday, March 30th. Do not be late or you will lose your good standing in my class.
Look for your next lesson on Monday, March 31st.
Like a virgin, used for the very first time. Take the challenge,
slut!
Miss Blue
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